pole position

More Etsy

Here are some digital prints I did in grad school, but I haven't done much to show or sell them. I've recently put some of them on Etsy. Enjoy!

Landscape

Here's a snapshot of a recent little (9"x12") drawing. It's a return to some work I was doing in Philadelphia.

It's been awhile since I've spent any time outdoors...since Portland in mid-December. I decided during that trip that I needed more time outdoors, that it was essential for my well-being, though I haven't been great at doing this since then. One thing I remember from Land Arts was how differently things became prioritized. No more 24-hour news, reality TV, traffic, etc. Every day was an adventure and every day was also very basic -- we had to make sure we had enough food and water, and if we didn't, we needed to make plans. Not quite the same, though, as when you need groceries in a city or town and you can just run to the store in 5 minutes. Supplies could be hours away if we didn't plan accordingly. This kind of distance from the hustle and bustle of the world of people was refreshing.

There's so much going on in the world of people that it's easy to miss things that are worth while. Things seem to move fast beyond comprehension, yet time strangely appears never to change. The seasons are myths that don't really affect us. We can get any kind of food we want regardless of the time of year. Exploring your physical surroundings seems odd and senseless when you have a car to go places and so much to do online.

I know that with every change, something is always given up. Our relationship to the natural world is very strange now. I find this compelling. And I believe that part of the reason why I have felt so alienated in my life is because of my alienation from the natural world.

SF window

taped window

SF window

connectivity

you have to tell people things about yourself, otherwise they won't know. there is value in this. it's not self-promoting. it is connecting. actions do not always speak louder. actions don't exist if they aren't witnessed, and sometimes the only way to share them with people -- and share yourself -- is to talk about these actions. direct experience is extremely rare and limited.

talking through

2 views outside the bedroom window

i still struggle to cope with doing anything. 6 billion people is far too many. and i am one of them. that sounds morbid. i don't mean to suggest that i shouldn't be here, but rather, what can i contribute? ughh.

creating STUFF is a problem, and i am a stuff maker. a very poor one since i don't have any space to store the stuff i would make. so i have all these theoretical projects. they need funding, space and an audience. most importantly they need the commitment to bring them into being. i feel like if i had a stronger commitment, i would have done some of these projects by now. but i can't deny that the thought of adding more stuff to a world of stuff is discouraging.

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